The Day the Sun Died — E Coral

the sun the stored air reserves the stored denial of it Everything I shouldn t see like a tiny reflection in his eyes a training in God Ashamed I know why he s ashamed He knows why I want to die but I wanted to die I begged to die But after he learned what he knew he said to me I can t leave you to God Charles This was something even greater than the fear of hell to avoid dying someone seeing you as a trust Until then I was always alone So alone that whoever came I would be that person So who was I now Silent calm His smile was as inexperienced as mine Even when he spoke to himself I was sensitive to him The point was I would eventually face the world when they faced me they wished they were powerless He was the merciless compassion I encountered His presence was too great for me to bear he was determined to carry my entire being And most importantly he was God to the point that I couldn t bear God