Who My Inner Struggle — Aydın Turgut

Late in the night I stopped merely looking at the pen and decided to use it I began writing all the questions that had been building up inside me on the walls of the room Hund reds of questions and zero answers turned the space into either a madman s cell or a genius s It didn t matter on which side of the line my questions fell Whether they called me a genius or a lunatic I was still me Their definitions would change nothing As the first light of day slipped through the window the door opened and the doctor walked in He stared at me then at the walls astonished I slowly rose from where I was sitting Doctor I said maybe the only thing you should have done all along was give me a pen But you re talking he replied I had always been talking it was just that they hadn t been listening If your ears are deaf that s not my fault There was only one person who had truly heard me and that person was the owner of this pen Whatever you do get me to them Run whatever tests you want If you want a normal person don t worry I can be normal to an abnormal degree In fact I can be so normal that I disappear completely among the rest of the normals And I think that s exactly what you want

Late in the night I stopped merely looking at the pen and decided to use it I began writing all the questions that had been building up inside me on the walls of the room Hund reds of questions and zero answers turned the space into either a madman s cell or a genius s It didn t matter on which side of the line my questions fell Whether they called me a genius or a lunatic I was still me Their definitions would change nothing As the first light of day slipped through the window the door opened and the doctor walked in He stared at me then at the walls astonished I slowly rose from where I was sitting Doctor I said maybe the only thing you should have done all along was give me a pen But you re talking he replied I had always been talking it was just that they hadn t been listening If your ears are deaf that s not my fault There was only one person who had truly heard me and that person was the owner of this pen Whatever you do get me to them Run whatever tests you want If you want a normal person don t worry I can be normal to an abnormal degree In fact I can be so normal that I disappear completely among the rest of the normals And I think that s exactly what you want

Late in the night I stopped merely looking at the pen and decided to use it I began writing all the questions that had been building up inside me on the walls of the room Hund reds of questions and zero answers turned the space into either a madman s cell or a genius s It didn t matter on which side of the line my questions fell Whether they called me a genius or a lunatic I was still me Their definitions would change nothing As the first light of day slipped through the window the door opened and the doctor walked in He stared at me then at the walls astonished I slowly rose from where I was sitting Doctor I said maybe the only thing you should have done all along was give me a pen But you re talking he replied I had always been talking it was just that they hadn t been listening If your ears are deaf that s not my fault There was only one person who had truly heard me and that person was the owner of this pen Whatever you do get me to them Run whatever tests you want If you want a normal person don t worry I can be normal to an abnormal degree In fact I can be so normal that I disappear completely among the rest of the normals And I think that s exactly what you want

Late in the night I stopped merely looking at the pen and decided to use it I began writing all the questions that had been building up inside me on the walls of the room Hund reds of questions and zero answers turned the space into either a madman s cell or a genius s It didn t matter on which side of the line my questions fell Whether they called me a genius or a lunatic I was still me Their definitions would change nothing As the first light of day slipped through the window the door opened and the doctor walked in He stared at me then at the walls astonished I slowly rose from where I was sitting Doctor I said maybe the only thing you should have done all along was give me a pen But you re talking he replied I had always been talking it was just that they hadn t been listening If your ears are deaf that s not my fault There was only one person who had truly heard me and that person was the owner of this pen Whatever you do get me to them Run whatever tests you want If you want a normal person don t worry I can be normal to an abnormal degree In fact I can be so normal that I disappear completely among the rest of the normals And I think that s exactly what you want Tanıtım Bülteninden

Late in the night I stopped merely looking at the pen and decided to use it I began writing all the questions that had been building up inside me on the walls of the room Hund reds of questions and zero answers turned the space into either a madmans cell or a geniuss It didnt matter on which side of the line my questions fell Whether they called me a genius or a lunatic I was still me Their definitions would change nothing As the first light of day slipped through the window the door opened and the doctor walked in He stared at me then at the walls astonished I slowly rose from where I was sitting Doctor I said maybe the only thing you should have done all along was give me a pen But youre talking he replied I had always been talking it was just that they hadnt been listening If your ears are deaf thats not my fault There was only one person who had truly heard me and that person was the owner of this pen Whatever you do get me to them Run whatever tests you want If you want a normal person dont worry I can be normal to an abnormal degree In fact I can be so normal that I disappear completely among the rest of the normals And I think thats exactly what you want

Late in the night I stopped merely looking at the pen and decided to use it I began writing all the questions that had been building up inside me on the walls of the room Hund reds of questions and zero answers turned the space into either a madman s cell or a genius s It didn t matter on which side of the line my questions fell Whether they called me a genius or a lunatic I was still me Their definitions would change nothing As the first light of day slipped through the window the door opened and the doctor walked in He stared at me then at the walls astonished I slowly rose from where I was sitting Doctor I said maybe the only thing you should have done all along was give me a pen But you re talking he replied I had always been talking it was just that they hadn t been listening If your ears are deaf that s not my fault There was only one person who had truly heard me and that person was the owner of this pen Whatever you do get me to them Run whatever tests you want If you want a normal person don t worry I can be normal to an abnormal degree In fact I can be so normal that I disappear completely among the rest of the normals And I think that s exactly what you want